I Am Back

Ran into some serious problems. So that is why I have not been blogging. The only good thing that I have experienced lately was going to the shore to visit my sister and brother in-law and go to the craft show while Mike went out on the boat and went fishing, he did not catch anything but he sure gave it one hell of a try, perhaps another time he will have netter luck. I went to the craft show with my sister and my niece's friend A. we walked and walked, it was very hot but we did stop and my sister bought all of us some well needed water ice, of course I had cherry, my sister had lemon, and A. had watermelon, which that was the only choices that they had. It sure was so cool and refreshing, cooled me off better then the water that I was drinking. I did get a bit scared when I felt a bit light headed and the heart started to race very fast, but I toughed it out and made it through all of it and then back to the shore house we went, rested up and had dinner for dinner. What did we have? Well my brother in-law, Mike, and A had ribs and chicken, and well you know that I do not eat that stuff, NO NO NO! so Mike ordered a white pizza with extra garlic and I had a sliceof that and allot of tomatoes that my sister sliced up oh how good they were, I just love the tomatoes this time of year so much, really can not get enough of them, oh I am sorry my sister had the garlic pizza as well as A and Mike too. Then we all went out and sat on the deck for a while, Mike and I we were very tiered from the long 3 hour ride there in traffic that was moving inch by inch, and this was on the back roads. Guess allot of the people figured them out real fast. The ride home only took an hour and fifteen minutes, I was never so glad to be home in my life. Yes Shiloh was just as thrilled to see us . Mike took her out and brought the things in from the car, then we watched a littleTV then off to bed we all went. Only to be woken up by head bleeding so we put what was sort of a pressure bandage on it and some ice I fell asleep the ice fell off but the bandage stayed on, till I went into the bathroom to was my face and brush my teeth. UT OH here came the blood, full force running into my eyes down my face all over the place. Oh what a Sunday it turned out to be. Yes once again we tried for hours to get it stop, but Mike gave up and said "I do not want you to bleed to death, come on we have to get to the hospital" Honestly was no way that we were going to be able to stop it at all this time. so to the hospital we went, they put a bandage on it and then tied gauze around my head to keep it from bleeding, But guess what? YEAP IT STARTED TO POUR BLOOD OUT FROM THE BANDAGE AND THE GAUZE THAT they tied around myhead. Took me back to a room and we waited there for 2 hours for a dR. Big Shock to us no DR was going to see me they had a PA see me. She did the same thing to me that was done to me the 3 prior times, then told us that it was a hematoma and that I had to go a dermatologist and have it removed immediately because other wise this is going to continue every couple weeks or perhaps a month or maybe only a day. HELLO DID YOU READ THAT I AM ON BLOOD THINNERS? Guess NOT ! She gave me these 2 pills for the migraine I was now having from them tying gauze around my head so tight. Never cleaned me up, my face and hands were full of blood. Mike signed the discharge papers and we left. I could not walk right I was so dizzy and my head hurt badly for the light was making it worse, besides feeling so very very weak from all of the blood that I lost at home and waiting at the hospital. Yes they had to give me blood prior to me leaving. Was so very glad to be home. washed up my some of my face and hands laid on the couch in the family room. Then I am not sure whether I passed out of just went out like a light from all that I had gone through. Mike had some problems waking me up to try to get me to eat dinner that he ordered out, he is so sweet and such a wonderful caring, loving husband. Honestly do not know where I would be with out him. He ordered me a chicken sandwich I ate some of it but was getting sick to my stomach and my head was just not functioning correctly. I was also worried because I knew I had to go on the computer to map out directions for Mikes work for Monday and Tuesday. Yes I did that then took a nice bubble bath, then to bed and out like a light. Today I Called the DR. that the ER told me to call to make an appointment with how ever she is not able to see me till 09-02, have to be seen now, but the person answering the phone was completely clueless. so I called some others finally one called back and made an appointment for me for 08-16, horray! Spending the rest of my day in pain at the site of the hematoma and my head, crying from being so frustrated over this, that once was a tiny little puncture wound that turned into a larger hole, from NP and PA trying to get it to stop bleeding, by using larger needles, bad move on their behalf, and now looks as if it is going to start shooting out blood any minute. NOT GOOD AT ALL. I honestly know that I can not go through this any more, it is WAY TOO MUCH on me and I believe the same for Mike. Well tomorrow is another day perhaps the dermatologist that I was told to call by the PA at the hospital will perhaps call me and see me sooner. I know that they can not do anything for I am on blood thinners and I will have to go off of them for 7-8 days prior to any DR doing any kind of surgery on my forehead. Which yes will put me in some what of danger do to my heart. Oh here are some of the pictures of me all bandaged up and also of me being a bloody mess once I finally had to take the the head bandage off when I woke up prior to attempting to eat dinner. To be honest the timing of this is very bad for I am in the middle of redoing the kitchen, dinning room, and family room, planning our vacation, making plans for our 11th Anniversary, OH BOTHER ! ! !

Well Here I am Home All Bandaged up

Blood in the hair & Mike Taking Pictures

As If It Were Halloween or Something

Just sitting in the Living room till

I am able to walk into the family room.

OH I feel so lousy and in so much pain.

Well off came the Hospital Bracelet Real Easy

Most definitely have to get this bloody shirt

off of me.

Ok Now I took off the head Bandage

and have to go wash my face, hands and hair.

Damn I might as well just go take a nice

relaxing Bubble Bath. Most definitely

could use that after all I went through

Sunday.

Well That's All Folks, Bath Time It Was And To Sleep I went,

only to wake up to more problems. Oh do I ever need this vacation that we are hoping to be able to take.

Hope all had a better Day today then I did. So to all, I say only one thing!

GOOD NIGHT